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Heaven ain't hard 2 find!! by miklo boy

though I live the sinful lifestyle
hopin that you hear me out right now
You know the truth ever since I was a little kid
All the sins I comitted evil things that I did
To live it's kinda hard, in this land of temptation
Takin it day by day but I still pray for my salvation
or am I facin total darkness I'm guessin
Stuck between heaven and earth, still stressin progressin
to live my life around people with fake smiles
caught up in the midst of lies betrayal denials
I've been involved in situations that have let you down
And I know the things I've done is gonna come back around
I've been affiliated in a few two elevens
close one eight sevens damaging my stairway to heaven
But I know when the moment comes I'll feel it in my soul
when it's time for me to go it'll be time for me to go
And I'll be waitin, waiti'n, waitin...

These are the lyrics of Sinful one of the most respected rappers in the industry also a big influence in my life, I started banging at the age of 12 growing up in a Christian family and my father as a pastor always hated GOD and everything that had 2 do with it because my father always put the church before anything, he never had time 4 me so I grew up on the streets with my varrio and consider them my family. My first and definetly not last experience of touching a jail cell begin at 14 for slanging at school but I'll share with you guys a little bit more in my next posts....we'll 2 make a long story short for now I got out of Prison April 6, 2006 my last time in Jail besides some tickets of course LOL, well anyways I came out with a different attitude I had told myself that by the time I turn 30 I was to reach my first million dollars so I got a Job in one of the most respected newspapers in El Paso TX and Cd. Juarez and let me tell you it was fun(for what it's worth) with the money and exposure to so many events came power, respect and women lot's of it and I thought that I was set that my life was complete but boy was I wrong, so I started partying and spending cash like crazy everyday not every weekend and at most places didn't have to pay for almost anything because of the company that was backing me well my point of all this is that my life started to tear little by little I was actually dying(literally) inside was close to sirrosis and my body couldn't take it anymore, in the following months I got involved with the organization of putting car shows and concerts togheter so you know how that goes if you love Lowriders! in one of the events that we had I decided not to go and one of my girlfriends brought this girl to my house that since that day has become my best friend, lover and love of my life now.....well for her I left my job didn't care bout anything anymore but to be with her and were we crazy getting wired every day, slanging again and it just led us back to old habits and killing my dream again well right now my beautiful baby doll sits on a jail cell because of our mistake with a federal charge, she was caught at the bridge with 98 pounds of Mota and now I know that it was all in the plan of the allmighty because the moment that she was incarcerated he started working in my life, GOD made me feel all the pain that I had put my Mom(Jefita) through and finally I was on the other side of the story...you know I taught that being locked up was the hardest part of it and that your family will be alright, now I know that when you have someone on the inside that you really love it's so painful and hopeless.....well the Lord knocked on my door for maybe it was the last time and I decided to finally open, he has turned my whole life around and has showed me his mercy. Today I serve the Lord with all heart and wouldn't change it for anything in the world, it's hard I'm not gonna say that it's easy but everything that you do if you put GOD in first place the rest will fall into place......the Lord has blessed me with a wonderful family that was waiting for me all along but I was to blind to see it, now I have a a successful business that it's coming off the ground and it's all thanks to the LORD and a Christian Ministry with several rappers that we go out to the streets of Cd. Juarez Mexico and do concerts and take the word of GOD to these kids that need him, we take a 18 wheeler that turns into a stage and take it to the worst barrios of Juaritos if anyone is familiar with this city you know how it is over here.....I know I made it kind of long but I got a lot 2 share if anyone needs a real homeboy hit me up.....

Sincerely,
Hector "MIKLO" Reyes
Ex-VLK-Varrio Los Kennedy's
Lower Valley Side
El Chuco Town