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"I'm a forty- three year old man who thought he was cool, when young with a strapp in his hand. Trying to always beat a rival gang. My mind was so corrupted with lies from so called friends? Voicing out "your our homie ese" we got your back! when I choose to be in a gang fight,my homies? had all jumped the fence running away like cowards, I stood my ground and took a severe beating which resulted in two weeks of hospital treatment. Don't believe those who say their your family and have your back, trust your true family who will always be there for you when your in need. Peer pressure can be avoided, stay away from negative influences and you will be okay. Words of encouragement by an OG ex-gang member. God bless!!!" Riose
"this life is not cool dont live up to the stereotype. Poverty sucks but bein in a gang aint gona make things better." 12 gage
"No one owns you and you dont own nobody. No one has the right to control your thoughts. We joined because we had no one at home and we looked to each other for that love and protection,but, how are we protecting our selves and the ones we love by tryn to control whos time is up over a street name or color. God Bless the Gang members who don't or cant seem to follow in your steps right now protect them and their family and may they someday relize that they are loved by You Lord and by me.Amen" Anon
"From my lifestyle that I lived,being in gangs and prison was all bad! I have always lived a life of regret,I can only speak for myself on this. It has always been a image builder to try and be someone I was not, just to be accepted by others,ALL BAD !! Since I have been with my savior life has been so good to me. AMEN! I slay stinking demons everyday that my lord gives me,if it be in the barrio,in the ghetto or any where I go..And for this reason is because,it is the SOULS,that my heavenly father wants!! " OG
"The way out is not by guns and violence. It is by using our minds. Educate yourself." EZ-T
Living crazy is said to be a hard life, and people want respect for it. But Im coming real when I say trying to live like a normal member of society is hard. That deserves respect. Not throwing yourself to drugs, violence, gangs etc. Anyone can do that. Anyone can beat someone up or shove powder in their nose, or shoot a gun. Does anyone feel me?. Dana
all tha people I grew up with includin me were or are
bangers- my whole family. I'll tell you now we've
either died in it or always wished ta get out of it. I
never met anybody who was really out of it. they may
have got out tha gang but not tha drugs or violence or
jail or poverty. once you're in you're never out. this
isn't a cool life, it's a piece of shit one an I hate
it. Smiley no More
But gangs, that mess is too dangerous to experiment with. If you werent brought up in it, thank the Lord and stay away from it. Its not protection, its wearing a target on your head, its not love its false loyalty from people who are just as lost as you are. Dana
"Respect and pride was what i wanted, fear and violence was how i got it, Back then that was all i wanted, back then that was all i needed, I followed this lifestyle without a care in thr world, not knowing if I would live the next day to see my girl,I fought other gangs for territory,not realizing i was only fighting my brother, I finally realized i wasnt meant to be in the royal family(LK), I just want other kids to know they are not meant to be there either and if ur already in Plz try to get out, if u think on getting in...plz dont....u think its gona be fun? Its not, if you need protection go to Church....God will protect u 100% - SAM"
"mah friend told me bout dis site a cuple days ago he was lyk ders some deep shyt in der and i just thought nah i dont need a go der no one got da shyt im livin in but today i saw somfin dat went down ya kno it hit home and ive realized dat ive just been in lock down for da last nine years"
"i live wit mah friends cuz i got kiked out wen i was 10 i mean da only people ive stuk wit is mah home gurl and her boi and till a while bak mah ex but bein wit mah ex was livin in hell he used to hit me almost everyday and he sent me to da hospital for tress semanas and he told everyone dat it was cuz i had fallen down da stairs and had hit a bike at da end of da hall but really wat happend was dat he hit me wit da bat i took his shyt for 5 years but den finaly i was lyk i love him but i cant take dis no mor so dats y im here mah homies be tellin me he lookin for me up an down dem streets but he aint gonna find me cuz i dont live in dat state no mo"
"i have a brother da only family ive known hes in north carolina livin wit his gurl cuz here he got shot at 5 tyms i was wit him dat night it was on october 8th of 2001 one of da bullets hit mah arm da other hit his jaw we wer sent to da hospital and later wen we got out his gurl told him to go wit her so he did we still talk everyones in a while but i miss dat boi
i have a lil man hes da only reason im still livin and ive made mah self a promise dat mah lil man aint gonna go threw da hell of tiempos dat i have gone through hes mi rey and hes only 3
i wanna thank u guyz for helpin me u guyz made me realize i can get help
peace" ~da lil reynesita~
"THANK YOU for creating the site, since it helped me get on the right track and finally find the strength to get out of the gang lifestylez."--Hellfire
"So you wanna be a hardcore gang banger
...ok let me tell you bout this ive been a
5 year gangster startin at the age of 13
and let me tell you i hate it. i hate it
with a passion more than them damn
fuckaz who killed my baby brotha..
gangstaz cant live long only the lucky
ones survive the ones who know the ways
of the streets but if you aint got the
skills you gonna get killed trust me this
life aint all up to that glory you gotta
get hurt, emotionally and physically to be
a G to be respected shit if thats the only
way to get respect fuck respect sure i
got mine thats from 5 years of pain that
i cant even describe life aint eva gonna
be the same for me shit if you dont
believe me go head join a gang see how
much "FUN" it is this shit aint fun get
back to reality whats this rep gonna do
for u if u dead?... Snoopy
"During my childhood i grew up on
Compton Avenue, in Compton,La. I did
some dome shit by joining a crip
gang, and gangbang living the
thuglife. That shit haunts u down the
rest of ya life, ya know what i
mean? Kids never do gangshit even
if u live in the ghetto and have no
family i tell U: The gang aint family
it's some crasy ass niggas, with ak's
and 9'nes ya feel me? I still live in
the ghetto in Inglewood cause i spent
time in jail cause of gang life, and with my recommending papers i
can't get a job or anything.
dont start. PEACE. D-Loc
"to all them people that think it cool to
be in a gang its not but if you think its
cool tell me this do you think its cool to
wake up and to hope and pray that them
gangsta or hatas wont try to hurt your
family or you.i had to think about that
until one day i said fuck it then it was
all to late my family member got shot by
someone thinkin he was in a gang
because he was around us now its like
damn i gotta worry about someone seeing
me with my family know there tryin to
mess with my lil cousin damn.I aint
tellin you people that you have to
listen to me but if you think its cool just
think about what can happen to you or
your family and friends.
-R.I.P David Quintero, Juan
Quintero, Geno,and all them people who
lived that life. Angelica Martinez
"As I look back on my childhood,
stolen away by inner suffering, I am
ashamed. Cause what did I do that
was beneficial? How did I grow? What
did I learn of honor, honesty, and
independence from this gang life?
The Kryz
"Maybe things would have been
different if I would have changed
a long time ago, maybe my brother
wouldn't be 6 feet underground, so
think about it. Nancy
"if u can get out and go far, this
life aint worth it, its more pain and
sufferin than power, and respect. its
to late for me but you new ones or
wanna bes u see one side but it aint
worth it when ur on a hospital bed,
or being watch by the 5.0 waitin for
u to slip. sure ita ll good in the
being and you wear your shit
proud but just wait till it hits home
cause u cant cry just keep rollin
untill u die. China~
"MAH STORYS SAD TO TELL, IT'S ABOUT MAH
BABY, WE WERE ENGAGED, WE WERE IN LOVE
SO MUCH IN LOVE I JOINED TO BE WIT HIM,
ONE NIGHT WE WAS CHILLIN AT HIS
APARTMENT, WHEN HE DECIDED TO GO OUT TO
HIS CAR CUZ HE FORGOT SUMTHIN, THE NEXT
THING I HAERD WAS GUNSHOTS, SO I
GRABBED MY 9, BY THE TIME I GOT OUT
THERE THERE WAS NOONE TO BE FOUND
EXCEPT MY BABY, LYING THERE IN A
PUDDLE OF BLOOD, MY WHOLE BODY WENT
COLD, I WANTED REVENGE BUT I HAD NO WAY
OF GETTING IT, I WAS JUST A LOST 14 YEAR
OLD GIRL IN THE STREETS OF CHICAGO, NOW
NOT A DAY GOES BY WITHOUT ME WONDERING
WAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING GETTING IN
GANG LIFE, ANYWAY IT WAS MY BABY WHO
GOT KILLED, BUT THEN I REMEMBER HE
CHOSE HIS WAY OF LIFE BUT I STILL THINK
GOD WHY ME, SINCE ALL THIS ALL HELL HAS
BROKE LOSE IN MY LIFE, MY GANG, EVERY
THING, MY DAD PASSED AWAY , MY MOM HAS
CANCER, QUITE A FEW OF MY FRIENDS HAVE
DIED, NOW I'M LEFT TO WONDER, AM I NEXT?
THUG ANGEL~
"Wherever I go it's the same old thing, cats out there on the corner they
ballin, they flyin like they on top of the world.
Behind closed doors they hurtin, you know what I'm sayin, and that's real,
everybody fakin and not comin real, you gonna reap what you sow. DCP
"this goes out ta tha ones that helped
me, u know i hit ah obstacle that
i wasn't sure that i could overcome,
u cee i never really thought i
touched anyone's lyfe, i never thought
that ma writings were that good, i
look at them and i cee words, well
sum otherz look and they see wha i
feel, and i realize ya i'm not alone
now, but to touch one's lyfe is tha
greatest feeling ever, and ta have
ma writins inspire one, makez ya
think, and ah few peepz said when i
started writin on here and and
touchin peepz lyfez and inspirin them
that's sumthin i jus can't take away
and u know it made sense, and i'm
damn proud ta be part of dis site"
Trilocc
"This life aint to be glorified.
Its lonely and it hurts." Dana
"I'm TELLING YOU STRAIGHT UP..
FROM EXPERIENCE..DO NOT JOIN NO
FUCKIN' GANG..I BANGED NORTE 12 YEARS
OF MY MOTHAFUCKIN' LIFE..TRUST ME, I
KNOW, GANGBANGING IS NOT WHAT YOU
WANNA DO WITH YOUR LIFE..YOU
LOSE YOUR FRIENDS, FAMILY, RESPECT OF
YOUR FAMILY, PEOPLE DIE..YOU CAN DIE,
AND BELIEVE ME..I DON'T WANNA FLY OUT
NOWHERE OR TAKE A BUS TO A FUNERAL..
CUS ONE OF MY GANGSTYLE HOMIES GOT
KILLED AIIGHT..ITS BETTER YOUR
QUESTIONS ABOUT THIS SHIT REMAIN
UNANSWERED..CUS TRUST ME, US AT
GANGSTYLE, SOME PEOPLE MAY NOT CARE..
BUT OUT OF THE EIGHT MILLION PEOPLE WE
NOW HAVE HERE..A HELL OF ALOT OF
PEOPLE CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU..
AIIGHT BELIEVE THAT. TAKE CARE OF
YOURSELF.. platinum teddii
"If you are a gang member PLEASE
take it from me there is a REAL life
out there.You just have to be strong
enough to take a chance and walk
away before it is too late.Life is
too short anyways...then to let be
even shortened by doing time in
prison or being dead.If you live a
real Gangsters life that is the only
two ways out, prison or death. There
are so many other things out there
in life for you."
Tina
"I want to personally thank all of
you who have helped me this past few
months. I was so into gangs when I
got to the site, so into hurting people
and seeing people in pain just
because they wore a certain color,
lived in a certain neighborhood, or
dressed in a certain way. I grew up
and now I don't care what set you are
in, I have even made friends since
comin to the site, with people who are
folks, latin kings, bloods even.
Bloods were my worst enemies, since
then though I have realised by comin
to the site, we all have the same
fears, worries, pain and anger, so
why hate on top of that?"...Shadow
"As we speak I cry because I feel the
life a few of us lead may not be the
best, but we dream of a better life."
Lil Rascal
"Once we discover common ground,
the walls of difference begin to
fall."
"I want to tell yall niggas dis right
now...there's nothing that will make
you feel more like a man than
putting in a hard week's work...I
have been working on dis house that
me and my homies ran across...
150 g's retail value, we goit dat shit
for 600 a month...I've been working on
it for the past week painting the
walls...cleaning and funishine dat
jive...and it feels good." WHC+BG
"Rest in peace to all my loved ones
caught in the battle of the streets.
Bullets took all your lives and it's
still hard for me to accept it, but
when I look your way an you're not
there, I have comer to realize and
accept your loss." Lista
"It almost seems like his boys and
his colors rule his life, and that's
not fair to the ones who love him."
Coppertop
"I've been shot, stabbed, almost to the
point of dying and still don't come to
my senses. I spend my time mostly in
jail because of the violent and
criminal things that I DO." Kinglost
"I miss you with all my heart, we was
homies for a good amount of time and
I am always going to carry your love
and my own love for you in my
heart!!" Shadow
"If knowing gang life was so
surrounded by death, I don't know how
anyone could WANT to get into a
gang." Miss Moni
"Soldiers fight because someone
orders them to fight... Fighters fight
to achieve their selfish desires...
Warriors fight to protect the weak
from both the soldiers and the
fighters."
"I know what it is like to go out at
3 in the morning to go get revenge
on someone who shot up your boy, I
know what it is like to see them come
back around to shoot up another of
your boys. The gang life is an
endless battle with no victories on
either side. You may believe that you
are better than a member of your
rival gang, but that is most likely
the same thing that they are
thinking. No one lives forever,
you're born, you live, you die. We
can't change that. The thing that
bothers me though is that I see all
these kids out there in a hurry to
get to the top, only to find that they
are sinking deeper. "
"Whats up? My name's Tbone Im a
Duece Cryp From Chicago. I wish
every day i could take back the
stupid shit ive done but i cant.
Hopefully one day i will be at peace.
Anybody who is on this thing and is
thinking to join a gang dont dare do
it, its damn stupid."
"when is it ever gonna b our time to
shine? We deserve our voices
heard..." Herkin
"i have lost so many people due to this
gang shyt and i'm tired of funerals. i'm
so use to death that i don't even mourn
no more. dis life done made me cold
hearted and i had gotten to the point
where i didn't have a conscience...no
remorse at all.then when my two year old
niece got hit with a stray bullet i told
myself that it was time to make a change.
time to put the gunz to the side cuz
innocent people die over stupid shyt and
i don't wanna be the cause of that. i've
made too many mothers cry and i refuse
to let another tear be shed because of me.
yall need to stand up and do the same
thing, ya heard me. stop playin' games
yo cuz little kids are lookin' up to us
and sayin' dang i wanna be like them. i
wouldn't recommend dis life for nobody.
are yall really ready to be role models?
can you live with yourself knowing that
some little kid is looking at you and
making a decision that they wanna
"gang-bang" when they get a lil' older.
i can't deal with that kind of guilt. wake
up yall, for real.....time's out for fun
and games" BabyGirl
"i cry gangsta tearz thinkin bout da
love and care in this site." Dustin
"2 of da biggest gangstaz in da hood till
bangin caught up wit us a car slowly
drove by da shootaz of da CAR WERE OUR
1 RIVAL GANG THEY PULLED a gat i
pulled a gat he shot my home boy i shot
his home boy they both layed flat i
watched my best friend drown in his own
blood from dat day on i gave up bangin
da so called home boyz of mine beat me
out i was put into a coma for a week.
this is 4 da wanna bes of da world u
think ya hard till ya enemy hits u wit
bullets the shootaz of my friend were
killed in a drive by done by my so called
home boyz. i beg that u will read dis and
understand what its like 2 grow up in da
true ghetto out of luv for my hood [
SOUTHSIDE CHICAGO]" Dustin
"just think about this... quick money...
you have the power to tear apart a house
hold..... if you hustle do me this favor...
i want you to walk up to that man or that
women and let their 9 year old child
watch you put that rock in they hand and
take what is their food for next week...
or rent next month, or what could go on
that hotel room that they livin in.. cuz
you just took the rent money for some
fuckin crack..... look that child in the
eyes when you do that shyt... and tell me
if you can do it without feelin no pain...
don't fight it... you bitch... i want you to
feel it....if it happened to you b4 then
you may just see that cycle.... i know it's
hard... but there are other hustles....it's
fucked up...but do dat for me look that
child in the eye.... and hand dat shyt to
they daddy or momma..... tell me how that
feels???" seven
"ey yall my namez LiL Edd & im a
crip from compton i think i took the
wrong step in life n i wouldn't want
any of yall out there that is thinkin
of getin in a gang yall shouldn't cuz
my lifes messed up allread if they
gave me a nother chance in like i
would become someone or sumthing."
"it seems most of the youngsters are
thrill seeking wannabes from upper
middle class homes. They need to see
what this shit is really like. Not
that Tv snoop dog rap video shit.
this is foreal. it is HELL." Leon J
"I writing you tonight because I'm
tired. Tired of losing friends too
young, tired of kids killing kids. A
young g that I've been working with,
trying to get him out of the hood got
gunned down the other night 'cuz he
wanted out. Frankie C wanted out
enough that he went and got his
tattoo's removed, ready to start his
new life. Killed in the streets
because he wanted out. He was 17,
lucky that he'd lived that long, and
dyin' when he finally had a chance.
Sometimes it scares me to think I
used to understand the logic that
went into this shit. Now, at 36 it
makes me feel 106.R.I.P Frankie C."
Lito
"I've lost too many soulja's to the
street. Unless you grew up around
gangs you really don't know what
they're all about. Everyone that
carries a rag needs to be prayed
for, cause the next time they walk
out the house could be their last.
That's what happen to my crew, killed
on the street, not in a warm bed,
but on the streets over bullshit."
Zig Zag
"you can never leave this shit all
you can do is give your all to stay
alive and help to keep these young
whipper snappas OUT DA GAME.cause
the 1's of us who in it we'll some day
be tats on a arm or paint on a wall
to fade away as memories of a lost
society that will never change for
the simple fact that distruction is a
strong part of human nature the
lords word tells that.nomatter how
many times i say i'm not a crip these
niggas don't wanna hear that cuz
once you speek its heard." Capone
"I've been shot stabbed and almost
dead none of this has affected me
and you think it should Ive had
blood of the enemy on my hands. You
cant kill all the Crips and you cant
kill all the Bloods its like why cant
we wake up and see we're dyin for
nothing and killin for nothing we
need to stop this drama cause killin
aint gonna help nothin" Snoopy
"I am an ex Crip who has been out of
the game since 1997. Was it Easy??
NO!!! but it was something I needed to
do not only for myself but my family.
All I want to say is It can be done.
For All of you who are trying , keep
it up and all of you who are
thinking about getting out. DO it
before it's too Late." Scott aka Hatter
"aight peep i used to bang blood to
the fullest and that took up most of
my time you know but once i found
gangstyles old poetry boards i used
to post up and the feedback really
built my self esteem enough that i
felt i could send something to a
publisher and now im a published
poet. Sin
"But knOw this NO MATTER how tuff
you think you are theres ALWAYS some
bytch tougher ready to take you out.
So before you ready to think you O.G.
just think what happens when the last
thing you hear is "-CliCk CliCk BoOm
GanG DaiZ HaVe LiMiTz
"i'm looking back at my life... now 19
years old... wondering what I banged for.
i still got my blue flag tied on my
bedpost and my beads in my whip... but
nothing will eva be the same. i lost my
best friend when i was 15 and just
recently i lost 2 of my boys. kids that
didn't deserve to die but did, or color
wars. blue, red, gold, black... it don't
matter to me anymore. everyday i think of
all the things that were taken from all
my homies that passed. all the lives
shattered by their decisions. all the
possibilites for them... gone.
if i could take it all back, i would. i
would have died a hundred times over to
let my brothers and sisters live... but i
cant. all i can do now is promote an
anti-gang message...
drop your flag. start your life over...
it's neva too late." blue
"I've been shot, stabbed almost to the
point of dying and still I don't come
to my senses. I spend my time mostly
in jail because of the violent and
criminal things that I DO." Kinglost
"The fast life doesn't last long and
what it brings is far beyond the word
pain." Remy
"The violence comes from the anger.
The anger of being poor and never
having enough." Thugtrash
"you feel strong until you lose
somebody so close to your life then
you want out but theres no way out
but death. so dont live my life
becouse i have already lived it for
you and lost so much." Joker
"If knowing gang life was so
surrounded by death, I don't know
how anyone could WANT to get into a
gang." Miss Moni
"I see your tears, and i feel your
pain. But, does he? Don't answer
that, because we both know the truth. He does'nt,
and he won't. He knows and feels
for the game, and only the game."
Rachel aka Trixxy
"yo i dont see y so many doggz act
like they totally ok with seeing some
homies shot. for the first time in my
life my homeywas murdered. fuck i
shedded my tears and moved on. its
only been a month. it straightened my
ass up too and i think ya gotta
learn from this shit. end it while u
got tha chance....i wish i had
stopped him."N
"I miss you with all my heart we was
homies for a good amount of time and
I am always going to carry your love
and my own love for you in my
heart!!" Shadow
"Yea there are good times; but where
are the good times when you're going
to at least four or five funerals a
year?" Miss Moni
"this site has made the biggest
difference in my life and I'm sure it
has done the same for many of you
on here...I have so much respect
and so much love for you all... I
want to extend my greatest thanks to
all of you in here because you have
kept the love for us all...I feel so
good knowing I was part of it, and it
feels good to know that complete
strangers can turn into your 2nd
family." Jey
"i dropped my rag last night. i didnt
want 2 but i did cuz all tha shit that
be goin on in tha streets. i didnt do
it 4 only what's goin on out in tha
streets, i did it also cuz my family
cares bout me and i care bout them."
Pureplayaz231
"This is real. Please avoid "gangs".
Don't let a blunt and a couple of
words brainwash you." t.s.o.
"The way out is not by guns and
violence. It is by using our minds.
Educate yourself." EZ-T
"I don't think some of these kids at
such an early age realize the
tragedy behind being in a gang."
T.I.G.
"when i was 17 i got shot 3 time's all in
tha stomach... i survived...den i start
believin in god...i started thinkin dis shyt
pointless... all my brotha's were in crip i
was raised in tha nolia project's... people
expected less of us an shyt... my daughter
was born dat same year an i raised her...
i started thinkin bout gettin out tha gang
but i didn't want to let my brotha's down...
den i start thinkin bout my lil one an shyt
so i got out...my brothas wasn't mad, they
understood how i felt ...but it's pointless to
me now...i really started thinkin when my
brotha died when iwas 16...i understand how
young nigga's feel...they scared they boy
gone call em a bitch if they get out...i'm
lettin it be known it's pointless u know...
now look at me i'm wit cash money records,
my album come out in dec an i got money
everything i wanted... so i holla." J
"I am here because I have faced
death, I have seen what a life of
crime will give you and I know it
is something no human would want to
live." Anon
"It disturbs me greatly to see that
you want to be something that will
ruin your life. It is not a part time
job being a criminal, it is a way of
life. There is not school on the side
or jobs on the side. It is full work
being a criminal." Anon
"When I'm long gone, will you miss me
or forget to remember me? How long
will it take for this G to skip your
memory? As long as you remember, I'll
never die, I'm alive, immortal through
your hearts, so don't cry." Pedro
"this is the most sendin love group
of peeps i ever knowed its like u
can be yaself here and its all cool.
came in here expectin there to be
color lines but ive had crips and
bloods and vl's and everythang
comment on my posts and im LK it
like amazes me an shit how everybody
seem to be so positive in here..gives
ya hope...King Bonkers
It takes no courage at all to follow
the crowd in whatever they are doing.
...NONE. Courage lies in taking
control of your life and
responsibility for the decisions made
by you." Girlnextdoor
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