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Girls Please Read by Aurelia
I want to share my story with other young girls out their whos unaware of all the possibilities of rape. Now and days its easy to rape a girl, so many new ways. I was raped twice. First time when i was 11 years old, by my best-friends father. I kept this as a secret for 1 year. I was sleeping in the living room, whe i heard noises of him coming out of his room. I didnt think he was preparing to rape a youn innocent girl like me. He shoved blankets all over my face, went on top of me and sepertaed my legs. At that time he was near his 50's. He was constantly choking me so my voice can fade away. 40 minutes of suffering. When he was done, he kicked me out of the apartment. Said if i opened my mouth, i would die. I seen this man all the time, cause we lived in the same building. I was eleven years old i stopped playing. I stopped tlaking to his daughter. When i was 12 and ahalf years old, i saw him. He said" You ahve participated really well, he might want to use me again". In the same evening i ranned to my moms best friends house. I told her everything she called my mother. My mom was coming back from mcdonalds. I remember everythin so clearly like it was yesterday. When the words came out of my mouth, u can tell her world just broke. She dropped the food, and cried. She said sorry becuase she couldnt prevent it. I cried back tellin her "ma this world is cruel". We called the cops, the cops didnt even believe me. We went to court finally that motherfucker confessed. And all he was a nineth month probation. I use to get beat up everyday at school, because my rapers daughter went to the saem school as me, and got all her friends to kick my ass allt he time. I tried to explain to her it wasnt my fault. All she can do was feel sad for her dad. Meanwhile i cant live a normail life eevn it ahppend 5 years ago. I dont feel comfortable round guys, i cant move on and live on. The second time was raped was from a family member. My own grandfather. This happend just last year. When i went to his house for a party. That night i was in the room on the phone with my home-girl. he came in and took the phone out of my hands. Pulled my hair and forced me to make-out with him.. I was crying and yelling out"what the fuck r u doing" But i didnt have strength to yell. He pushed me onto the bed. From there on nothing but pain. Little did he know while he was raping me, my girl was ont he phone and heard everything. She called my mother and the cops. They came to his house and saw me brutaly beaten to the point i couldnt even breathe. He was in the shower. When he came out the cops grabbed him. he is now in jail only for 7 years. When he gets out, he will get 4 years of probabtion. Now you know how easy it is for someone to take ur life away. Ur bestfriend, family, random men, can rape u. Im out Aurelia Any questions e-mail me at aurelita_1_@hotmail.com.please if u have anything on ur mind, i am here to help. I know how it feels to feel alone, thats why i dont wnat another girl suffering the way i did..Gracias Bueno |