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Pain By Lakesha

i don't hear knocks @ tha door
pains already let himself in
i hear apologies and insults from the same faces
"alotta people is 16 with a baby"
they say
"alotta people been raped"
they say
"alotta people aint happy with themselves"
they say
"alotta people is always sick"
they say
why do it all got to happen 2 me @ the same time?
i try, im tryin, handlin mine
i do the most, recieve least amount a respect
im put my life in God's hands, started goin to church, prayin and things turned out WORSE
now we got guns involved, drugs involved....I'm THINKIN IM PREGNANT AGAIN
do drama choose me?
does it come straight toward me?
I never asked to be livin like this..
I never looked toward my mother's husband and said take advantage of me
I never looked at my bestfriend and said go head and call me a hoe behind my back
i gave up on believin, there's no use
i gave up on honesty n morals, there's no use
matter a fact
i gave up on me