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Never Enough by 3BlueFolk5 I grew up in josephine & inez in Orange Mound in memphis, tn. one of the worst ghettos in the country. where i grew up, it was nothin but slobz. later on my parents moved me from south memphis to east. everyone here was crip or folk. they were really warm people. fed me when my parents didnt have enough food to give me, took me to school when my parents had work. when i was 11, i got jumped in to the set over here. by the time i was 15, my parents moved me to germantown, suburbs. my set still used to come and get me and bring me bacC to chill. soon they had me sellin drugs in high school but i didn't want to. i was in an honors program and soon enough i got caught with a beeper and a 1/4 of green. school let me off with 2 day suspension but after i told my set i couldnt run with them anymore. they said theyd kill me if i tried to get out. soon i went to college and started runnin with another set, but still crip. i was a law major but the set near my school didnt like it that i was tryin to go legit. theyd show up at my dorm tryin to take me somewhere to serve niggas or to overview some new steel they wanted to buy. used to make me cap slobz and even fellow gd brothers. said if i didnt, theyd kill me and my family in memphis. ive begged them to let me go. i didnt even wanna get jumped in when i was 11. they forced me to if i wanted them to have my bacC. i was just a lil skinny indian kid bein chased around by slobz so i had no choice. last year i got 7 years probation for aggravated assault on an officer. i was in county jail for 3 months. nobody from my set came and visited me. nobody tried to even bail me out. i called but they wouldnt even answer. here i am a college kid who just got in to berkley law school and i'm in jail for 3 months. berkley took away over half my scholarship after that. these niggaz still wont leave me alone. i still go to the street corner and kick it with my set. but they all know i dont love them like i used to. they all know they played me. fucC this gang life. it's never enough. you must give and give until you're in jail for life or dead. it really is true that no matter what they say, there really is no way out. |