You know, some of you may be reading my post and say who’s side are you on? Well to be honest with you Im on My side…Not the Law’s side, not the Gangster’s side. I know G’s, I know Cops…To me its kinda the same game. Good Guys/Bad Guys/ Cops and Robbers… We all played it growing up….

Some of us took sides when we got older, some of us went one way some the other way…..I went the wrong way. But in my eyes at that time It was the “ONLY” way…. For the ones who has to choose this life to live I accept it more, than for those “wannabe’s,” who choose this lifestyle due to it looks or sounds fun… For some its the only way of survival, but yet their are better options at times….Church’s, school activity etc…Sometimes I sit back and think of things I done, GOOD and BAD and you know. I dont regret anything I done…

Outside of hurting someone unecassary, at that time it was either him or me…..I look back and see things, I should of not done. Things I could of done but didnt do….My life was really messed up…But its made me a stronger person….Ironically, I was just asked earlier today by a young teen cause he seen my “pitchfork/6 point” on my right
arm and said are you a “G”… I answered and replied.. I used to run with the GD set..But I realized it was not something I wanted to do for the rest of my life…He was
interested in what I was talking about.. He was telling me of his Older Brother getting Killed by some of my set..I felt totally like shit… I could of been involved or know of
someone who was…Honestly I didint, or dont know who he is…But its all the same…Ihate it.. this young boy lost his big brother to either some of my Friends or someone I knew probably…He dont even know.. He just knows it was a G.

I sat down with him for quite a long while, he was talking about getting in the R.V.L. set one of the GD’s rivals here, and I was trying to talk him out of it… I cant honestly say i did but I hope I did.. He seemed touched by what I was talking to him about…afterwords I gave him a big hug and told him I was always here to talk…He wants me to teach him Martial arts to defend himself he’s always wanted to get into Karate but could never afford it,I told him first of all he needed to stay away of from the Gang scene..He was cool w/ that…And we had to work on his disclipline, and so forth… This is the things I loook for putting a positive youth in our society. Now for the Police in our neighborhood here, I cant say they would go that far….If some of them would or do thats great….Most of the Cops I know from Martial Arts and other things, They totally hate Gangbangers. Theyd much lok em up rather than sit down and try to help or talk with them…It sickens me….Most of these kids are looking for mentors, or Father figures cause most of them are raised without a male around, and the only males that are usually around are Gang members, or in Prison..One of my Students is finally going to meet his father for the First time in 10yrs due to him getting out of Prison in 8 days…. Now how is he going to be able to pick up on his Fathers past and Im scared for the young man cause he is hanging with some Latin Kings… He says he isnt joining them but they live next door and he just hangs with
them… I dont know what to do….I just worry…He comes around and spends an awfull lot of time here, watching movies and learning TKD and I try to keep him here more than at his own house…I dont want him to get caught up in a cross fire or what ever…So you ask whos side am I on? My own side!!!!

I’m a Warrior.

“Soldiers fight cause they are ordered to fight.”

“Fighters/Thugs fight to achieve thier selfish desires.”

“WARRIORS FIGHT TO DEFEND AND PROTECT THOSE AGAINST SOLDIERS AND FIGHTERS.”
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Peace, Love, and Happiness..>>T.I.G.<<

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