Feb
23

The first time a thug feels love

He waz hardcore

The toughest thug you ever seen

sum say he was ruthless, careless. loveless

others say his heart was cold as stone

nobody ever seen him love

all they saw was his hate

they saw him kill

they saw him shoot

they saw him murder time and time again

but no one ever saw thru that

no one saw the other side

SUm said he could never love

SUm said he was better behind bars

sum said he would couldn’t feel no more

but no one ever took the time to look

beyond those tatted tears

One day that all changed

see he walked in and saw his gurl

ready to leave this world

but she wasn’t goin alone

She laid there in that hospital bed

ready to bring their baby into this world

yet the world was fightin every step of the way

the dr.s said there wasn’t much time

they would do everything they could do

the first time in his life

he felt his heart skip a beat

it took this to make him see

he could still feel love and pain

Even tho he looked the same

FOr the first time in his life

he walked away alone

He held that cross he always carried on his neck

he looked up and begged the man to not turn away now

“Lord… I kno i have been wrong. I kno the things i have done and have caused so much pain. But today lord i feel that pain. I see that hate.. I never meant to make those mistakes. I want to change… but pleaze lord. Don’t take them away….. ”

as he spoke those words..

the dr came to say…

they made it in time

and he had a new baby boy that day.

he followed the dr.

to see what made his life change.

he picked that angel up

and held him for the first time.

he looked him in his eyes

and a tear rolled down his face…

For the second time in his life….

he felt love and pain…..

and he still looked the same

Lil’mac

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1 comment
  1. I feel this came from the heart and there no better blessing in life that lil angel that comes along to save u from sin.wish you all the best. con todo respeto
    LilBasful

    lil bashful says...
    April 1st, 2009 at 9:56 pm
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