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BUT ON DA REAL, ONCE U LOSE ERRTHANG N EVERY1 U KNO 2 DA STREETZ IZ WHEN U FIND GOD, DATZ WUT HAPPEND 2 ME, N DATZ Y I PUT MY STORY N PAST IN MY MUSIC, 2 TRY 2 HELP OTHERZ CHANGE DER LIFE N FIND GOD, SO DEY DONT LOSE AS MUCH AS I DID…

I WUZ WONDERIN IF GOD WUZ REAL, Y WUD HE PUT ME THRU SO MUCH NEGATIVITY, MISERY, N PAIN??…DEN I SEEKED HIM N HE GAVE ME UNDERSTANDING…ERRTHANG HAPPENZ 4 A REASON N IZ PART OF GOD’Z PLAN 4 YA LIFE…N DATZ DA TRUTH…GOD IZ PROVEN BY MIRACLEZ N FAITH…IF DER WUZ CLEAR PROOF OF HIS EXISTANCE, LIKE DER IZ OF SAY WATER, DEN EVERY1 WUD FOLLOW N BELIEVE IN HIM, N DAT WUD B 2 EZ 2 GET IN2 HEAVEN…U FEEL ME?…GOD TESTZ US, DA WEAK 1′Z CRUMBLE, DA STRONG N FAITHFUL GROW CLOSER 2 HIM….ONLY DA FAITHFUL 1′Z CAN GET IN2 HEAVEN…MANY WONT N WILL IGNORE GOD, N WILL END UP IN DA LAKE OF FIRE….

I ALWAYZ USDA MAKE MUZIC…B4 I FOUND GOD, I USDA DO IT SUPPORTIN VIOLENCE, SLANGIN N DOIN D’Z, CRIME, N BANGIN,…DATZ WUT I GREW UP IN, SAW, N DID EVA SINCE I WUZ BORN. I HAD NO $$$ N WUZ BORN IN2 POVERTY WIT A FUKD UP FAMILY, ALL DATZ LEFT IZ MA MOM N 2 YUNGER SIBLINGZ. WHEN U HAVE NO $$$, CRIME IZ A MUST (I THOUGHT) BUT I WUZ DECIEVED N BLINDED…I PUT $$ B4 GOD…N EVERY1, NOT 4 OR 5 PPL, BUT EVERY1 I USDA FUK WIT N HAD LUV N TRUST 4 TURND ON ME N DISAPPEARED EXCEPT JESUS…SUM WUZ EVEN CHRISITANZ…BUT ERRTHANG IN MA LIFE MADE ME WISER DEN NE1…N IM ONLY 16…I REALIZED PPL N POCCESSIONZ R TEMPORARY, N NOT 2 GET 2 CLOSE OR ATTACHED 2 DEM…CUZ DEY KUM N GO, ONLY 1 DATZ 4EVA IZ GOD….REAL TALK…

WHEN U OUT IN DA STREETZ, U OUT DER 2 MAKE $$$ N 4 YA OWN SURVIVAL…LUV FROM A GANG IZ AN ILLUSION…IT AINT REAL…ONLY REAL LUV IZ GOD….YA GANG ONLY KAREZ BOUT U 4 WUT U DO 4 DEM N 2 MAKE DEM $$$, N 2 KEEP DEM STRONG Y DEY MAKIN $$$…IF U THINKIN YA GANG LUV U OR KARE BOUT U N HELPZ U, DEN U SETTIN YA SELF UP 4 A LIFE OF FAILURE N MISTAKEZ, DATZ Y U SHUD LEARN FROM MINE N TAKE DA ADVICE FROM SUM1 WHO GOT DA EXPERIENCE MANY OF YA ROOKIEZ LACK…

WHEN U IN NEED, U C WHO HELPZ U DA MOST…DA ONLY 1 DAT HELPD ME WUZ GOD! I CAN TELL U MILLIONZ OF STORYZ BOUT HOW PPL TURND ON ME N PLAYD ME N WUZ NEVER DER 4 ME, PPL I LUVD N TRUSTED DAT LIED 2 ME, SET ME UP N SNITCHED ON ME, OR TRYD 2 KILL ME N MY FAM, ETC…ETC…ALL DA ISH MAKE U STRONGER N WISER THO…I BEEN THRU SO MUCH NEGATIVITY N PAIN, I DONT EVEN LOOK LIKE IM 16…I LOOK LIKE IM 25 OR 30…N I BEEN THRU N SEEN N DONE MORE DEN MOST PPL WHO 5 TIMEZ MY AGE!…REAL TALK!

A FEW YEARZ LATER EVERY1 I FUK WIT IZ LOCKD UP OR DEAD…ALL MA FRIENDZ N ALL MA FAM…I HAD NO1 LEFT DAT LUVD ME OR KARED BOUT ME (DEY NEVER DID NE WAY, BUT I THOUGHT DEY DID) N I WUZ FEELIN LONELY N DEPRESSED…I HAD NO PURPOSE 4 LIVIN…I THOUGHT BOUT TAKIN MA LIFE N ALMOST DID MANY TIMEZ…DEN I TOLD MYSELF Y SHUD I TAKE MY LIFE 4 SUM1 ELSE….IMA LIVE 4 GOD N MUZIC…N DATZ WUT IM DOIN 2DAY, N MA NAME N MUZIC KNOWN ALL OVA DA WORLD…DATZ WUT HARD WORK N COMITTMENT N STAYIN FOCUSED GETZ U…BUT I OWE IT ALL 2 GOD…

IT AINT EZ 2 CHANGE YA LIFE N FIND GOD…BUT ONCE U DO, ITZ DA BEST THANG IN DA WORLD 4 U…NUFFIN GOOD IZ EZ…BUT IF I DIDN’T HAVE GOD IN MY LIFE, I WUD NEVER HAVE UNDERSTAND OF Y ALL DA ISH I WENT THRU IN MY LIFE HAPPEND…

ALL DATZ LEFT IN MY LIFE IZ ME N GOD…PPL SAY DEY GIVE A FUK BOUT ME N LUV ME, BUT ALL DEY KARE BOUT IZ DEMSELVEZ…ALL DEY DO IZ TRY 2 PLAY ME OR USE ME…DER IZ NO REAL LUV IN DIS WORLD EXCEPT GOD….

IM DA ONLY 1 OUTTA EVERY1 I FUK WIT WHO ESCAPED DA STREETZ N FOUND GOD…WHO HELPED ME DO DAT? NO1!…NO FRIENDZ! N NO FAM!…DEY ALL DISAPPEARED OR TURND ON ME…DAT HAPPEND THO CUZ I WUZ PUTTIN OTHER THANGZ B4 GOD…$$$, PPL, N MYSELF…N DATZ DA BIGGEST SIN U CAN DO…..I NEVER PUT GOD 1ST…N DURNIN DAT TIME SPAN MY LIFE WUZ WORSE DEN HELL…REAL TALK….

I USDA THINK GOD WUZ MADE UP BY DA GOV 2 KEEP PPL SAIN FROM NOT ALL COMITTIN SUICIDE IN DIS CRAZY WORLD…N DAT CHURCHEZ WUZ LIKE ORGANIZED CRIME, N DEY ONLY KARED BOUT DA $$$ U GIVE DEM…BUT DEN I READ DA BIBLE N ERRTHANG IN DER MAKEZ PERFECT SENSE BOUT LIFE N DA WORLD…IT JUZ CANT B MADE UP…DATZ WUT EINSTEIN SAID IN 1 OF HIS QUOTEZ….DER IZ NO1 REALER DEN GOD….SO IF U SAY U DONT BELIEVE IN HIM, DER AINT NUFFIN REAL BOUT U….

ONLY 1 DAT WILL NEVER LEAVE U IZ GOD…IM SO BLESSED 2 HAVE FOUND HIM…EVERY1 I FUK WIT STILL BANGIN N SMOKIN N DRINKIN DER LIFE AWAY OR DEY DEAD OR LOCKD UP…ME, IM STAYIN FOCUSED NOW N GETTIN DIS LEGAL $$$ N DOIN WUT GOD PUT ME ON DIS EARTH 2 DO…ALWAYZ COUNT YA BLESSINGZ LIKE LIKA SAID…I HELPD A LOTTA PPL CHANGE DER LIFE THRU MY MUZIC N MY STORY…IF YA TRYIN 2 CHANGE YA LIFE N NEED SUM1 2 TALK 2, SUM1 U CAN TRUST, N SUM1 WHO WONT JUDGE U DEN JUZ HOLLA…

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